STOP NOW! and take another look back back into the days that weren’t sour STOP! RETROFIT yourself to the person you were before you changed THERE’S NO point in pretending you’re only cheating on yourself and no one else and everyone around you just looks at you knowing you make no fucking sense STOP NOW! i can see right through you right into your small black heart, STOP! counterfeit, you just can’t be yourself, you’re stuck on living like someone else THERE’S NO use in projecting your fake ass image or your selfish way of life and everyone around you knows who you are, was it even worth a try? i don’t think it was, but you’re never going to change and this is now defined by everything that you’ve created everyone has noticed but not everyone has spoken and words don’t mean anything to you cause you receive it as a threat but it’s all over now, and it’s never going to stop cause you’re digging yourself into a hole and no one can get you out and you were by our side, but you left us all behind just know that we’ll never accept the person you are now who do you think you are? you’re not fooling anyone quit hiding yourself behind the person you can’t be who do you think you are? no one!

i’m sick of all the melodrama, i’m sick of all the “he said / she said” i’m sick of all the arrogant people thinking their life revolves around them well it doesn’t, so wake up and open your eyes and take a look at your life ‘til you finally realize you’re not the only one in this world and attention doesn’t just focus on you. i’m sick of all the segregation, i’m sick of all the stabbing in the back there’s no reason why you should just run away with nothing resolved well you couldn’t and you shouldn’t if you knew what it’d take so you should give it a try, you might like the new way i don’t understand why you just don’t get it so shut the fuck up and just admit it and i know that you will never understand and that’s why you think everything goes your way , but you’re in for a surprise so ahead and make an effort to find out what it’s like to deal with the honest side of you, you’re in for a surprise

you said no way, no how, good luck picking it up again you kid yourself and everyone else, i don’t believe a word you’ve said but don’t feel bad you’re not the only one who thinks i’m born to lose it’ll be this way for years to come, i’ve grown accustomed to you said you’d take it back, you never meant a word you said you just lost track of the time well you can’t take it back as a matter of fact, I’ve lost track of my mind cause all this smoke blowing up my ass starts to hurt, I can’t take this pain anymore it’ll be this way for years to come and it’s gonna get worse for sure this is the strikeout for all the underdogs and the under-appreciated it’s about time for a change today

so that’s the way it’s gonna go, now we can’t take a step back the issue only spins around you but you just can’t swallow your pride everything’s been left behind without a doubt in our minds and your hardest effort won’t bring it back but it’s a shame how it all turned out it doesn’t matter cause wasting time is not what we’re all about your decisions turned everything around and left you almost on the ground moving on might sound like a slow process but eventually it’ll pay off it just seems pointless to follow up if our honesty is too hard on you i’ve gone deaf from all your lies, what’d you expect to find? there’s nothing left for you here fuck what you heard , fuck what you said, fuck what we had, to me, you’re dead there’s nothing left for you here here we are now moving on, it didn’t take long, it didn’t seem hard and pushing hard was one of our mistakes but i think we’re ready for it now one step’s been taken and it’s a step we’d never achieve with you catching up, moving up to better things that have been waiting there for us if we look back, we see nothing but an experience from the past and we’re here now thanks to all of that accomplishing what we never had now all we can say to you is good luck and fuck off have a good life and have a straight life

are you gonna strive for your redemption or are you just gonna let it go? throw away everything we’d built on nothing, just pack your things and go i didn’t think you had it in you to pull someone down the way you did what’d you think was gonna happen? did you think i would sit there and take it? and keep in mind (i’m never talking to you) go ahead and move on ( and stop looking this way) i can’t wait for you to go away (no thanks, I’m gay now) we’ve all done dumb things when we were younger but i think that this just tops them all why do i even answer your phone calls? why do i try to make things work? you involved everyone else in our problems instead of just talking to me well i’m done, good luck, it’s over try not to choke on your checkered shoestrings why do you always tear me down?

get the call, late at night, got a party to attend no reason, who needs one? just good times and good friends so grab a bottle, bring a date, and bring your dancing shoes your youth won’t last forever, so tell me what is there to lose? call all your friends, make sure they bring theirs put away the picture frames and move the couch over there everyone’s drunk already by the time I show up but that’s ok, i’m quick, i’m sure to catch up loud music, good bands, the night’s cooling off my date left already but I’m talking to another one i got the number, I’ll never call. but it was fun bullshitting and all on a night like this it seems like we got all the time in the world time to chill, time to play, I’m not rushing to grow up anyway am i the one you were waiting for tonight? i didn’t think so, but that’s alright hey baby, you’re coming with me, we’re going to the jabsco party hey you, over there, come dance with me we’ll have a good time tonight just going crazy what’s your name, where ya from? all your friends are invited to come a night of drinking, a night of friends, a night of dancing, let’s see how it ends you’re coming home with me tonight but ‘til then we’re gonna party til we see sunlight am i the one you were waiting for tonight? i didn’t think so, but that’s alright hey baby, you’re coming with me, we’re going to the jabsco party

this one goes out to anyone who crosses me i’m unstoppable, don’t ever stand in front of me did you really think that I wouldn’t find out? how could i not? you brag to everyone in town take the switchblade out of my back for me I’ll put it in your chest right where your heart used to be attached with a note, so simple and inspiring “from a friend” is what it reads open up the switchblade, stick you with the switchblade now you’re gonna see what I’m all about got you with the switchblade, now your bleeding (switchblade) didn’t i tell you not to mess around you look so good face down on the ground in your pool of blood the color suits you well straight to the point with the point of my cold black steel it’s all been done before, but tell me, how does that feel? can you feel at all? do you hear me now? do you wanna open up your mind and hear me now? when were you gonna finally let me know? it’s too late now, bitch, you gotta go

i never thought i’d see you walk away from all your problems is this the real you that hides behind the image you’ve fool everyone with what happened to you? it wasn’t long ago that you wouldn’t take shit from anyone else now visualize that you’re the accessory but remember it’s never too late to go back to your normal self to stop being used and pushed around so what are you waiting for? destroy the thought of pulling the trigger on yourself you’re starting to give up but it’s not necessary i see that things are not happening your way when they should be so take a moment to yourself and forget about what everyone says you’re not really as slick as you think, you’ve been called out stopped dead in your tracks, folding under the pressure of the real world so drop the act take off your mask and join your family never hesitate to force your way through if it leads you to your place well don’t look back, just listen to your heart, you’ll be okay just close your eyes, and bite your lip, and throw the anger away

don't try to push yourself upon me because i'm on to all your lies about the way you run this country look at the blank stares in the eyes of the soldiers that you sent away fighting a war that can't be won each passing day grows worse with you in power, because power’s what you thrive upon to silence all the laughter you just don't realize that nothing will change until the day you come clean with yourself, so why don't you step down? how many people have to die before you see that nothing can be changed in a country when you just barge in like you own the place? your so called ”liberation” blew up in your face. defiant acts of defiant people that see right through the garbage that you speak to them. i guess we'll never understand your frame of mind and we'll never see unity for mankind this is war, this is reality so here’s your war. here’s your reality how can you try to justify the means of war? maybe you're making up for turning your back before a billion dollars spent for every week we're there, not doing anything what will make you start to care about our troops, about their families, about their lives? throwing away their freedom, sent away to fight uncle sam wants you to come and die for your country, built on nothing but lies

struck out, shot down, you don’t know what I’m going through so just step back I realize you’re not the only one that realizes truth i don’t know where i’m going or what i’m gonna do all i know is i’m leaving to get away from you you clearly did not know what it is you did to turn me away from you but not because you were always too busy just worrying about yourself i don’t know where i’m going or what i’m gonna do all i know is i’m leaving to get away from you it’s time for you to move on to what’s next and make someone else’s life miserable not mine, cause I’ve already wasted enough time i know exactly where you’re going and what you’re going to do but this time it will be without me, don’t you know we’re through? time that I’m never getting back from you, time for responsibility for the way you messed things up and ruined everything for both you and me i know exactly where you’re going and what you’re going to do but this time it will be without me, don’t you know we’re through? when did you figure it all out? it must’ve been the way that I drove off with my bag packed I’m leaving you behind destroying all the memories we had I’m never looking back, I don’t want to remember how you destroyed my life and I’ll never be the same, but I know I’ll be ok as long as I don’t make the same mistakes again struck out, shot down you don’t know what I’m going through so just step back i don’t know where i’m going or what i’m gonna do all i know is i’m leaving to get away from you

grab your friends, hop into the car, we’re going out for a night at the bar and all the while, something just ain’t right i got the feeling that there might be a fight well we walk in the front, like we’ve been here before nobody asking for ID at the door sat at the bar, having drink after drink i didn’t tell my friends what i think i’m not walking back outside, i don’t want you to lose your life you can’t take me, and you can’t take my friends six feet deep is where you’ll end there’s a guy with red eyes that are burning a hole in my head i just stare back like he’s already dead in the ground after he’d been found with no bone unbroken, no coming down from the high that i’m on from my victory except another shot’s coming back to reality forget about it, at least for now another time, another place, i’ll stand my ground I can see the fire in your eyes and there’s no backing down I’m gonna have to stand my ground and when you’re lying on your back choking on your own blood, you’ll wish you never came across me I can’t take it anymore so I make my way over to him knock his drink over with a mile wide grin everyone thinks it was a mistake, but he knows different he’s well aware of what’s about to happen didn’t make it outside, we just went at it fists and drinks flying everywhere like a western classic he’s knocked out cold and all his friends went running keep on drinking like it was nothing